Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Sick

I have been hit hard with one of the worst head colds I have ever had in my life. I can't even begin to explain how painful it is. My head feels like a huge balloon that keeps getting bigger and bigger and bigger... and I am waiting for it to pop.

There is this hammering type feeling behind my eyes. I am extremely sensitive to light. It sucks. I am also extremely sensitive to anything hot or cold against my teeth, and chewing food hurts because my jaw is so sore.

I am deaf in both ears. I can just barely hear myself typing this post. Talking is fine... my throat isn't sore at all. But, I can barely breath and sometimes its a struggle. I find myself out of breath a lot after bending over to tie my shoes or just walking from room to room.

Yeah... it's one of THOSE kinds of colds. It just came and sucked the life out of me. This morning, I felt like I had been run over a few times by a Mack truck.

Needless to say, I skipped both my classes today. I slept in til 11am... and then took a 2 hour nap this afternoon.

I got some work done, but not a lot. I was going to make an awesome dinner tonight because S is coming over... but I am too exhausted. I literally have no energy.


So, we are going to see a movie and get dinner instead. It will be nice for me to get out of this apartment. I have been stuck here all day.

We are supposed to get a HUGE snow storm. So, hopefully my classes tomorrow will be canceled and I can catch up on school work. It's been 3 weeks back at school and I already feel like I am behind.



Thank you to all of you who commented on my last post. I have a lot of thinking to do. I have to make a change in my life. Something needs to change. I need more dance. I need a new dance school. I need a new challenge. I need a job. I need to get away from this "on-campus" life. As much as I love my roommates and I believe that living on campus has been a great experience for me, I am ready to move on. I might even change schools in the fall. I just need change. I need something new. I need new inspiration. I need a new journey. I'm tired of this same old, same old.

More on that later.


til next time,

Karla =)

1 comment:

  1. Head colds are no fun, I hope you feel better soon. Get plenty of rest and liquids! :o)

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